Entry 1 - Saturday, March 22, 2025
i hate looking in the mirror.
it forces me to see my disgusting body, i'm too tall, i'm too pale, and i'm severly underweight.
its probably due to the fact that i eat basically nothing with the nutriants or whatever that my body is supposed to have
i've eaten ramen so much to the point where i get sick trying to eat anything else.
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i honestly dont care too much on "what my body is meant to look like", because no matter what i do, nothings gonna fix me.
all because of my stupid fucking arms.
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at least they help my weak body move around, so theres that.
i might start working them out, that'd be fun.
Entry 2 - Sunday, March 23, 2025
coming up with good lyrics is hard
trying to write a song right now, trying to be all poetic or whatever
i might just do the most blunt straight forward lyrics actually.
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so everyone will understand what im singing about.
Entry 3 - Monday, March 24, 2025
why do you hate me
why don't you care
about how i act
instead of my hair
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you call me a freak
and they still think its true
i'm broken and weak
and i'm just like you
Entry 3 - Monday, March 24, 2025 (continued)
i tried singing.
I had to use my phone so sorry for bad quality.